thumping adrenaline/the best part

                               joy of good fortune the sad twinge of being given over experiencing yes I am privileged red red heart opened to the swinging strains pumping gallons industrial size creativity saw the girl mad mad wild lit up the corridor hammering charging pounding bleeding desired love and obsession overwhelming desire infatuation disturbing all of the swirling nonsense gleeful in casting off throwing down wind get away from me you murderer unneeded undesired change is in the cards I look to the horizon and appear to smile to myself (I’m not really smiling to myself that’s the best part) tho this time it might be hard